Dr Sharon Blackie: How Fairy tales hold the key to Midlife Reinvention

[00:00:00] Eleanor Mills: Hello again, and welcome to another Queenager podcast with me, Eleanor Mills. This time I'm chatting with psychotherapist, academic, and author of Wise Women, a book of empowering legends about older women, Sharon Blackie.

[00:00:20] Sharon Blackie: I do believe that at the heart of every single fairy tale is transformation. That's what they show us.

How to become different than what we were. Even if it seems impossible, you've got Possibly do that. Yes, she can. That's the message of fairy tales.

[00:00:33] Eleanor Mills: My mission is to create a new map of midlife and beyond and rewrite the story about the later stages of women's lives. This podcast is about supporting you to pivot at this time of change and possibility because you're never too old and it's never too late to become the woman you always wanted to be.

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Sharon left the corporate world to become an academic, and now she's particularly interested in stories about women's becoming. I love her books, If Women Rose Rooted and Hagitude, and now her latest, Wise Women, brings together lost myths, fairy tales, and [00:02:00] stories for women at midlife and beyond. So I'm excited to have her on the Queenager podcast because she's at the forefront of reimagining.

What the second half of women's lives could look like if we rerouted ourselves in positive myths of wise older women. Something that Sharon has been harnessing in her work for a very long time.

[00:02:23] Sharon Blackie: Yeah. So, um, I'm trained as a psychologist originally, and when I was practicing as a psychotherapist, I worked a lot with fairytales.

Which might sound a bit weird, but basically it's a great way of capturing people's imagination and helping them to see how it might be possible to move out of an impossible situation. You know, because that's what fairy tales do. They help us to imagine transformation. And so I've always worked with fairy tales and It struck me, um, as I was doing that, and in the, the decades that followed, that, that really, that there weren't very many fairy tales that people were aware of that spoke about women of [00:03:00] midlife beyond, I mean, and beyond the stories that we mostly know about.

And the stories that everybody is familiar with are stories of young women, you know, leaving home, getting married, kind of beginning their lives. And I wanted to know whether there were stories that could help us navigate midlife and certainly the eldering years, which I was, which I was reaching into.

So really, Hagitude and Wise Women sprang out of a fascination that I'd always had with fairy tales and a deep rooted belief that they really, really work on us. The imagery in them, the archetypal characters, and help us to see how it might be possible to reimagine ourselves. So I just wanted to apply it to the time of life that I was at.

[00:03:46] Eleanor Mills: I love that because if we think about fairy tales, and you're right, the archetypes are often all about, you know, they end with, oh, and they got married, don't they? So it's all about that kind of, you know, very early bit of female becoming when you first become a woman. The lack of, or the. It's not only just the lack, is it?

The stories that there are of older women often are the witch in Hansel and Gretel or the wicked stepmother in Snow White or they're often not terribly Aspirational archetypes one could say. And why do you think that is? Because I know that in wise women, you've, you've refound lots of incredible, much more positive stories of transformation in midlife.

Why is it that as a culture we've ended up only with the ones which denigrate older women or mostly do?

[00:04:36] Sharon Blackie: Truth is, I don't really know. I mean, I, except for the fact that we have very much focused on. stories with, with younger heroines who conform to the values that we want our young women to, you know, to, uh, to show in the world.

But clearly there are some patriarchal kind of dissing of older women. I mean, I think you can see that over the centuries. The ways in which older women, when they were powerful, were more and more sidelined. Nobody wanted to know, you know, it was all just a little bit too, too frightening. Um, and so they were put to one side and, you know, you can see that in the witch trials.

I mean, a lot of, a lot of the, the, the women who, you know, who were caught up in the witch trials were older women who were a little bit eccentric, you know, kind of on the fringes of their village and what have you. So I think there was a, a deep suspicion that older women weren't going to conform any more to the values that people wanted.

And there was just this sense that, oh, we don't really want to tell these stories very much. But it is strange that the stories, um, that we keep on telling with older women in them are, as you rightly point out, wicked stepmothers and witches. But I knew that it was different, um, when you started to really delve into them.

Because my background is from Scotland and Ireland as well. I was born in the north of England, but, um, a lot of heritage from those areas. And I was very familiar particularly with Scottish folklore, which had this wonderful, [00:06:00] powerful old woman character called the Cullioch. Which literally means old woman and she's the old woman in our folklore and mythology who created and shaped the land and it's like, okay, where did she go?

You know, why aren't we hearing more stories about her? And are there old women like her? So it would have been, I think, about 2019 or thereabouts that I started a really deep research project. To go through as much European folklore as I could find in translation and, and look for stories of old women because I was convinced that they would be there.

And yeah, they were.

[00:06:34] Eleanor Mills: Yeah. And I absolutely love your new book, Wise Women, so it's published by Virago. It's called Myths and Stories for Midlife and Beyond. And in it, Sharon and, and Harrod Wynne, who's, who's a kind of professional storyteller, isn't she? Have re, kind of recreated, retold, um, lots of the myths of positive or transformation for older women, which have really got lost.

And I completely agree with you that they have a transformational power. The first story in this collection, um, tells the story of a woman who, um, puts on a, she kind of puts on a fox's, a kind of fox's fur. It's all about kind of transformation of what she can become and how she has to shed her old life in order to move into a new one.

And that has so, I've actually dreamt about it since I read it, Sharon, it's kind of really kind of got itself inside of me. And I feel that reading this collection gives us a new basis to think about what we might do at this point. Do you want to talk about just briefly about some of the, um, some of the women that you've discovered here and what they've meant for you.

[00:07:37] Sharon Blackie: Yeah, I mean, just to say that I started, I started this research project in 2019, and some of the stories and some of the older women characters and Uh, from myth and folklore. I talked about a little bit in Hagitude, but that wasn't a book where, um, you know, I was going to put the stories in full. It was a slightly different book, more about kind of the psychology of, um, the second half of life.

And so I really, having found all of these stories, I was still looking after Hagitude was published. I really wanted to find a way of collecting them together in their fullness and, and in all of their glory. I mean, I'm still finding them today, actually. I've got another five since I handed the manuscript in from.

The Wise Women. And what I loved about the older women that I found is that they were so very diverse. You know, so there was not just one way to be a kind of funny, feisty, powerful older woman. There wasn't just one way of embodying the wise woman archetype. There were grannies in there. There were kind of solitary witches.

There were, again, old women, not just in Scotland, but in England and in Wales as well who, again, create and shape the landscape, giantesses and so on. So there were just such a wonderful variety that I thought, well, some, everybody is going to find themselves in at least one of these stories. And also, it was interesting that, yeah, you could say that some of them, a lot of them were old, you know, kind of old women.

But there were some like the story that you mentioned that I thought really drew attention to some of the challenges of midlife and that kind of what I called in Hagerty that time between stories when the first half of our life is kind of coming to a close, you know, all of that outward looking, driven, focused, building, building a family, building a career, whatever, when that kind of story is settling a little bit.

And we know that there's a different one ahead of us, but we're not quite sure what it is. So there were a couple of stories that I uncovered, including that first one, which I absolutely adore as well. Which kind of throw that strange, unsettling period of our life into some relief.

[00:09:46] Eleanor Mills: Yeah, let's talk about that a bit, because of course everything that we're doing at NOON, which is of course my platform, which is all about transformation for women in midlife, and the book that I've just written, Much More to Come, is about that.

Metamorphosis, what Chip Condley, the American guru on midlife calls, the midlife not being a crisis, but a chrysalis, that kind of real sense of a, of a shift, a deep shift in us from what we were to what we might become. Tell us a bit about kind of how you see that and from a psychological point of view, what, what are we, what are we shedding?

What are we gaining there?

[00:10:21] Sharon Blackie: Well, you know, you can take some of this back to Carl Jung, who said very generically, not just about women, of course, that, that the first half of life was outward focused and that the second half of life, It was a more inward focused shift where we looked for meaning. It's like, okay, what was all of this for anyway?

You know, what am I doing here? What's the purpose? So I see the second half of life very much about that. It's not that we can't still be outwardly focused and, you know, worry about our family and friends and what have you. But I do see it in pretty much all of the women that I've ever spoken to and known.

There is this sense of just a kind of, you gradually kind of grind to a halt or a halt is ground for you, which I [00:11:00] know happened to you when, when. when you left your job. And, and it's just like, okay, hang on a minute. Now what, you know, what for, what, what's all this for? And in the Haggerty's, as I said, I talked about menopause, particularly as a time between stories, because everything that wants to find us all of the trappings of the outward life of the persona, if you look at it in a psychological perspective.

It's being burnt away. It's just like, everything is dropping like flies. And it's just, and the question then that as a psychologist, I want to ask is, okay, when that starts to happen and it will, you can hold it off for a while, but at some point it will, what's left when the essence of everything that wants to find you is burned away?

What's left and then how do you take that, that what is left, that kind of essence of you, whatever it might be, and re imagine yourself into a second half of life, which If you're lucky enough, it could actually last a good few decades. You know, there's lots of life left to, [00:12:00] to work with.

[00:12:00] Eleanor Mills: Yeah, in the hundred year life, 50 is only halfway through.

It's why I call my platform NOON. You know, we're only at the middle of the day. But I think what's really interesting, and why I think your, your fairy tales are so important, is there just isn't a narrative around that in the culture. I mean, those of us who've, who've read Jung or start being, becoming interested in this, begin to see, yes, of course, there's this sense of everything falling away.

I mean, we see that in the research that we did at NOON as well, that by 50, over half of women have been through five massive life events, divorce, bereavement, redundancy, elderly parents. teens, their own health issues, menopause, you know, all of those things which often come together in this kind of time of shedding.

But what I'm interested in is why we're not really told that story in our culture. There's this sense that women kind of disappeared, they become kind of irrelevant, but not this what I've seen as an incredibly rich moment of transformation. into something new, the sense of us going into a kind of crucible where we come out the other side really much more kind of concentrated, I think, and defined as who we really are.

And that, that story isn't so much in the culture. And I mean, I know that that's something that you're really interested in. Um, Why do you think, why have we not been told that story of the possibility of that kind of trans migration, that metamorphosis, um, as women hit their fifties?

[00:13:25] Sharon Blackie: I think it's, I think it's just that the, the, the culture has been dominated by men and by men's stories.

I do think at some level, it always comes down to that. I mean, if you look at the Jungian world and the world of other cultures, related depth psychologists. You know, there have been some studies of women, clearly, but nobody, I couldn't find a study of the kind that I was doing on older women. I couldn't find anyone from a Jungian depth psychologist or depth, other depth psychologists perspective, who had gone and looked for stories.

Nobody had done the work of actually going through the books and saying, okay, what does this tell us about the kind of psychological archetypes of elderhood? Nobody literally had done that before. So it wasn't that it was being suppressed or whatever. It's just like, so every time I go and I'm invited to lecture at a Jungian organization or other psychology, kind of academic institution about all of this, it's just like, oh my goodness, this is amazing.

And I'm thinking to myself, why, why is it amazing? Why hasn't it been done before? And I can only, As I say, come back to the idea that it just wasn't seen to be very interesting that the assumption was that something ends at midlife and menopause and nothing begins again. Yes. You know, it's just like that's the end of your useful life.

That's the end of your fertile life. Older women aren't useful. They're a bit of a nuisance. You know, they take up lots of money on the NHS and all of the rest of it. So let's just put them in a corner and hope they go away. And as you rightly say, that's just so foolish because we all Well, we are older women who are out there doing, I think, things that are useful and transformative and so are our friends and our colleagues and the people that we meet.

So for me, it was a kind of frustration that I saw so many really wonderful, powerful elder women with such gifts to give, but they didn't know how to place themselves in the culture. They didn't know how to place themselves in a kind of, you know, archetypal construct of the world. So that's what I wanted to do.

I wanted to give people some way of saying here are the kinds of gifts that old women, older women can give to the world. Our ancestors recognize them. Yeah. There are truth tellers, there are creatresses, you know, there are mentors. There are all kinds of different older women. Find one and be inspired by the stories.

[00:15:33] Eleanor Mills: Now, I absolutely love that, Sharon. It's why I've always been such a huge fan of your work because I've kind of found in there a, an echo of the questions that I was asking myself. And I think Okay. I think that our culture is so framed, by what I call in my book and what I call when, called when I was chair of women in journalism, the male lens.

You know, we're so taught to see ourselves through a kind of male point of view. And that, and there hasn't really been an interest. I mean, patriarchy basically values women for being fecund, um, you know, being able to have children and being kind of, you know, hot, uh, i. e. men want to kind of marry them or have sex with So at the point where we become not interesting to patriarchy.

I think that all the studies of women kind of stopped. Um, I mean, that for me is the kind of, um, underlying thing behind this. And why I think this is changing now is because women now, you know, in their fifties, in their sixties, in the seventies, we are a pioneering generation of women, you know, we're a pioneering cohort.

There haven't been women like us with the kind of agency or power in the world from the fact that we've done jobs and we've, we maybe, you know, feel like we should have a voice in a way that I think women before us didn't. Um, and therefore, this is the moment when these stories begin to come back to life.

We've seen a big, bigger conversation around menopause, which had been a taboo. And for me, what I'm trying to talk about with Queen Ages, or you've been defining as kind of haggardude, is trying to reclaim midlife as a moment of transformation for women, with all these possibilities. What do you, what do you think in terms of your, um, your wise woman archetypes?

What can we, what can we learn from those? What kind of personas can we take at this point?

[00:17:16] Sharon Blackie: Well, you know, I talked about that a little bit more specifically, I suppose, in Hagitude, which, which was looking at, looking at the kinds of old women that I'd uncovered. Uh, Wise Women, I suppose, is kind of putting the flash on those archetypes and finding a many, many, many more examples of them.

There are like, I think, 32 or 33 stories, I can't remember which, in, in, Wise Women. All of these very, very different, unique, kind of, older women at different stages of their development. And so, yeah. Well, you know, there are. I mean, the obvious one is the grandmother. You know, there are lots of stories of very wonderful grandmothers.

I mean, for example, in Wise Women, I found a version of the Red Riding Hood story, Little Red Riding Hood story, where the grandmother is not eaten up by the wolf. Um, it's the grandmother who is a wonderful witch and actually a herbalist witch who arrives just in the nick of time and saves Little Red Riding Hood from the wolf, captures the wolf in a sack and tosses him down a well, you know?

Hooray! That's a granny with agency. So there are wonderful grandmothers, there are wonderful witches, there are actually some good witches, not just wicked witches, um, so the witch archetype I think can be a really very important one for us as we're going through this kind of. spiritual transformation, which it is.

I mean, you know, some people don't like that word, that kind of language and think it's all a bit woo woo. But I mean, a search for meaning and purpose is ultimately a spiritual, not religious, but a spiritual search. So we need to own it, I think. There are women who literally weave the world into being like the three fates in Greek mythology who, you know, who spin and weave and then cut the thread at the appropriate time, who keep the world in balance.

This is men, this is old women. Um, there are older women who are, uh, mentors without being grandmothers, a classic fairy godmother. You know, they weren't all twee and tweakly, um, they, they, they had a lot of really gritty stuff going on. I mean, they created coaches out of pumpkins and rats, mice and things, you know, it's not, not, not kind of fluffy stuff, but proper earthy things.

There are truth tellers who hold the, the culture to account. Who, you know, when necessary, ride out of the woods and tell all the fine young men how ridiculous they look sitting around there when there's work to be done, you know, off we go. So there's just so many wonderful ways of being an old woman and I think, you know, not all of us are made to be truth tellers, not all of us are made to be grandmothers.

But we will all find some way of using our gifts, and that's what, precisely what these stories do for us.

[00:19:45] Eleanor Mills: And where did you, where did you start ferreting them out?

[00:19:49] Sharon Blackie: Oh gosh, well you know I have, I mean I grew up on fairy tales, but I've worked with them um, kind of professionally. uh, academically for over, over two decades now.

So I already had like a collection of books, but it's just a question of saying, okay, um, what do French fairy tales tell us about older women? Are there any older women in French fairy tales? So there are lots of internet archives, so you don't always have to buy books, but sometimes you just have to track down a collection of French fairy tales in English on a books or something, buy it and literally read through it.

So, you know, I am with my academic background, I'm kind of used to doing that research. And a lot of people aren't, you know, they'll pick up one, one or two books or, you know, just Grimm's and Hans Christian Andersen and think that's the wide body of fairy tales, but there's so much more. out there that's really interesting.

So it was a question of delving into them and also, you know, kind of keeping it fairly broad within Europe. So I absolutely commandeered Siberia into Europe for the purposes, but hey, you know, there's a lot of commandeering going on into, going on the other way right now. So, but it is, in a sense, they are Eastern European, um, stories and very wild and wonderful and That one, um, the story of the woman who becomes a fox is a Siberian story, they're just really kind of, um, no holds barred, just full on strange, very beautiful imagery, so yeah.

[00:21:11] Eleanor Mills: No, they were really magical and it made me think about how different maybe our conception of what's coming, you know, coming for us or what the possibilities are of this midlife transformation. If we had been given these stories when we were growing up, I mean, when I think back now to the stories that I read, and I, like you, I was a passionate devourer of stories in all forms, fairy tales, you know, novels, everything.

Just, just, that sense of possibility or of extending the runway for all women that kind of women's lives didn't stop when they married the handsome prince, which is basically what we're told in most of the kind of fairy tales that that we've been served up by our culture. I mean, I love this idea of kind of extending the possibilities of our lives beyond midlife through reading the stories of what was possible for women.

Um, is that what you're trying to do?

[00:22:05] Sharon Blackie: But absolutely. I mean, I think there are, it's a complicated subject, fairy tales, you know, I mean, a lot of the stories that were in the oral tradition were told, it's increasingly known and recognized now were women's stories. So there would be stories actually that women told each other when they were kind of spinning or weaving or doing kind of domestic working groups.

[00:22:23] Eleanor Mills: Yeah.

[00:22:24] Sharon Blackie: The problem, and a lot of them are very, very grishy and very earthy because, you know, these were, these were working class women, peasant women, if you like, who knew all about how hard life is. You know, and so they knew that you couldn't just sit there and hope a prince would come along. And so the early versions of these stories have really feisty heroines who are young heroines who are just as likely to save their husband or their sister as anybody is to save them.

And what happened is that, you know, particularly in the kind of 1700s, you had the French fairy tale literary salons, you know, where people like Jean Perrault and. And Madame d'Ornois and a bunch of other kind of literary fairy tale writers from the upper classes started to work with these stories and align them with kind of conventional kind of upper class, uh, middle class values.

And they changed them so that the girls weren't quite so feisty and well behaved and did what they wanted to. And they seem often in that process to have taken out. These old women, and even when the older women in the stories that I have collected and talked about are not, um, the protagonists, you know, they're not the main character, nevertheless, they're the ones who hold this story, who, who shape it, who know exactly what the younger heroine must do in order to, to follow her path.

They have this big picture vision of how the world works, and of course that's what older women do, because. We've been about a bit and we are more community, I think often more community focused and more family focused and so we see what happens. when you do this and it all goes wrong. And I think that that's why we see so many older women in these stories who are weaving and spinning, making the patterns, you know, spinning the threads of life.

Um, it's absolutely fascinating stories.

[00:24:17] Eleanor Mills: Now, I absolutely love that. Do you think that there's something. in being the kind of wise older woman, which means you're a bit of a Cassandra, that you're, you know, you, I mean, I feel like that sometimes with my own daughters, that you're, you're kind of giving them what you know is good advice, but they don't want to take it.

[00:24:33] Sharon Blackie: I do in some ways. Um, on the other hand, I think, I think, I mean, to me, the wisest way of doing that is to absolutely warn, but then always follow up with a possibility, you know, and that's also what these stories do, because these old women in the fairy tales, they're nonchalant. Standing there saying, oh, you don't want to go down that path, there's a wolf down there, you know.

They'll give them something, some kind of gift or tool or berry or whatever, that's going to help them to overcome the [00:25:00] wolf. So they're not holding them back and saying, I wouldn't do that if I were you. They're kind of empowering them in a different way. So they're saying, you know, there's danger ahead, but here's how you solve that, or here's how you navigate that danger.

And that's another reason why I really, really like, um, the, the older women in these fairy tales. They're not holding the heroines back with their warnings, they're kind of empowering them.

[00:25:19] Eleanor Mills: Yeah. No, I think that's, that's very important, isn't it? And I love the, the, the hen's wife is a, is, uh, the hen wife, isn't it, is one who comes kind of, you know, through, through a lot.

It reminded me, I mean, I, I, my degree was in English literature and it reminded me actually of some of the kind of women in Chaucer or those kind of earlier medieval kind of women who were allowed to be rather kind of earthy and bossy and.

[00:25:41] Sharon Blackie: Yeah. I mean, the hen wife is a kind of precursor to the fairy godmother who was actually another literary invention.

You don't find fairy godmothers in the oral tradition, but you find the hen wife and she's the character who always lives at the heart of the community. You know, she's not one of those old witches who lives on the fringes of the village. [00:26:00] She's at the heart of the community and she sells eggs. She keeps hens and she sells eggs.

And so the heroine goes to her ostensibly to look for eggs, but she always comes away with more than she bargained, which is often a husband. Husbands in fairy tales, you know, we have to see this symbolically at some level. It's not always about, um, it's not always about getting married. It's about, it's about leaving home and becoming adults and kind of setting off on the next stage of your life.

And the hen wife is one of these characters that knows exactly the husband that a particular girl needs. And she kind of navigates. them through the marriage, tells them what to wear, all of these kinds of things. Absolutely gorgeous character. I love her to bits. So, is she a bit of a midwife? No, she's not a midwife.

Well, she's a midwife of the soul. Yes, that's what I meant. Yeah. A midwife of the

[00:26:46] Eleanor Mills: journey, as it were.

[00:26:47] Sharon Blackie: Yeah. I mean, I've called her a keeper of women's mysteries because she kind of presides over these kind of, you know, getting married and, um, and all of that kind of, um, aspect of life. And yeah, she really is.

You know, when you look at these characters, the hen wife, I mean, and the fairy godmother in the stories that she appears in, Without them, the heroine would never leave home, you know, would never, would never be able to successfully step out on the next stage of their journey. So these older women are really, really critical, I think.

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Do you want to tell us a little bit about kind of your life and how you came to be? to do this?

[00:28:52] Sharon Blackie: Yeah. I mean, I had an early life as a neuroscientist, you know, I was some bright academic, rising star, I suppose. And I, I kind of lost faith in the academic [00:29:00] process for reasons I won't bore you with and ended up in corporate life.

Like that was a really good decision. And all of the time that I was in corporate life, um, I knew that it wasn't me. I knew that it was, I knew that this wasn't my path. I just had this very strong sense that this wasn't what my life was for. And, I wrote about this in the Long Delirious Bening Blue, that bit was very autobiographical.

When I, in my first midlife crisis, I think I counted three of them, I was in America in my late thirties and trying to break free of corporate life, just trying once and for all to have the courage, um, you know, to take the risk. I'd grown up in a very insecure environment. And so. putting myself back, you know, potentially out on the streets again was complicated.

And I learned, I decided, I had a fear of flying. I had a fear of pretty much everything living. And I decided to learn to fly to overcome that fear of flying. And it sounds mad, and it was a bit, but I did it. And at that point, I thought, if I can do this, you know, if a little girl from, um, from the, um, the council estates of Hartlepool, um, can, can be in America and learn to fly, then I can do anything.

And so I left. Finally, I finally managed to leave and I came back to the UK. And I took up, I re did some retraining and I practiced as a, as a psychotherapist for, for quite some time. So while I was finding my feet, and ultimately it was the writing, but that was, that, that was all about, um, and that I think is very much my purpose and, and my meaning in life.

And, and really I started, of course as, as, as we all would to. You know, as I said, I've worked with fairy tales because I do believe that at the heart of every single fairy tale is transformation. That's what they show us, how to become different than, than what we were. Even if it seems impossible, you can't possibly do that.

Yes, you can. That's the message of fairy tales. But again, I wasn't seeing myself in them. I was working with, with fairy tales, um, with, with much younger protagonists. And I was attracting women of my age, midlife women who wanted. to, who wanted to break free themselves. You know, that was a lot of my clients.

It was middle, middle, midlife women and some men who were desperate to make a change and didn't quite have the courage or didn't quite know how or what to do. And I started to be very frustrated that I couldn't find any stories which told them that this, this feeling that they had was normal. Yeah. Um, And, and that it, not that it was going to be alright, although, you know, at some level that is what you're doing as a therapist, but, but also that there were.

That other women had forged paths like that ahead of them, even if it was, quote, only in a fairy tale.

[00:31:38] Eleanor Mills: Yes. I think that that's what these fairy tales give us is a new kind of sense of a map or some new kind of signposts for what this later stages of our lives can be like. And like you, when I first started kind of looking into this, partly, I mean, I think because I'd been a newspaper columnist, so I kind of knew that things that happened to me.

tended to resonate with other people. Um, which is why I wrote the book that I wrote, which is again, trying to create a map or some signposts for what this kind of time in life can be. But I think it's incredibly important that, you know, amazing writers like you are creating new signposts for midlife.

And I was just so shocked by the kind of paucity of material out there. Research, my, my great friend, Dr. Lucy Ryan, who's just written another brilliant book about midlife called Revolting Women, which is about why women are leaving their careers. When she tried to get, that, that began as a PhD, she couldn't find a single professor who would take that on.

Um, in the end, Dorothy Byrne did, but she said that everybody was saying, Oh, nobody's interested in kind of older women or what's happening to them. So I think that really what all of us are trying to do is to open up a kind of new seam, a whole kind of new way of looking at this as an age of opportunity and of transformation, not as, you know, somebody said to me, um, you know, older women.

Men are seen like silver foxes kind of getting better with age and, you know, like fine wine, whereas women are seen like peach is one wrinkle and we're done, you know, so it's trying to, I think it's really trying to get beyond that narrative into something more optimistic and fit for purpose.

[00:33:15] Sharon Blackie: I think so, and part of the problem I do think is, although it's very wonderful that we're hearing more and more conversations, um, public conversations and private about menopause now, I'm absolutely horrified at the way some of those conversations are going, you know, where we have uh, midlife premenopausal and menopausal women basically advising the rest of us to hold on to everything that we have at all costs.

No! Yeah, yeah. Stay beautiful, keep wearing the clothes. I mean, you might want to and that's absolutely fine, but there is no obligation because our bodies are changing. And if you insist on hanging on to what's past, then you're living in the past, you're not living in the present and you certainly can't conceive of a future.

That has you in it, rather than some kind of, you know, slightly fake version of what you once were. So I find that, that sense of, we must hold on, uh, you know, we must hold on to everything is absolutely not the way to go. What we have to do. It's learned to change, not to become old, you know, kind of in our heads before our time, but to accept what's happening to our body and what's happening to our psychology, which is turning us inwards for a little bit to look for, to look for meaning because there are a lot of gifts in that.

There are gifts in an aging body, even though sometimes it does break and it's really irritating. And I think, I think we're not allowing ourselves to really feel and to be in our bodies as they age if we're going to keep on trying to hold ourselves back to stay young and beautiful at all costs.

[00:34:38] Eleanor Mills: I completely agree with you on that. I think that the kind of that what I see is the kind of Martha Stewart archetype, you know, there was a photograph of her on the cover of Sports Illustrated at 83, looking like she was in her 20s, which of course is, you know, a mastery of kind of photographic trickery.

I don't think that that does women any favours. I don't think we want to stay young. What I'm arguing for, and I know you are too, is an [00:35:00] acceptance of the richness of this point of kind of midlife and the wisdom and the strength that we can kind of come into as women. If we tell a different story about what women are for at this point, I, I write in my book about going to a very swanky charity do, which is full of like women, probably like, you know, 40, 50 plus who were all so plucked and pilates up to the nines, you know, and it was just, I just looked around the room and I just thought, wow, this is a room full of people sweating a diminishing asset, you know, in their bodies and their beauty.

And really. we have to value ourselves in a different way, not hanging on to seeing ourselves through the male lens of how can we go on looking as young and luscious as possible, but how do we actually move into a new version of ourselves, into wisdom, power, being mentors to the next generation, or going into the kind of spiritual transformation of which you speak.

And I think that I love, why I love your Wise Women book and If Women Rose Rooted is it's trying to tell a different story [00:36:00] about what we're for.

[00:36:01] Sharon Blackie: Yes, absolutely. And I think, you know, I mean, to me, the, the, the way to change that, that narrative, which is kind of running away with us is, is, is, is always by example.

Um, you know, because I think if, if, if women who are approaching menopause see older women who've gone through it and come out the other side strong and, you know, and with a vision, not necessarily with lots of lipstick, but there's nothing wrong with, with the lipstick, but, but with a vision. Um, and a new way of being and enthusiasm, then I think that's really, really important because the truth is that, that all of the women that are, certainly for me, um, 50 onwards has been the best time, certainly my 50s were the best decade of my life.

I had a couple of health scares in my early 60s, but still it's a really, really wonderful time of life. And I think that's because I don't feel that I have to be in the male gaze. I don't feel that I have to be in anybody's gaze very much. I just feel that I have to be what I am, try to keep my body fit and healthy in the best way that I can, but really focus on, on, on who I am, uh, not what [00:37:00] I look like.

And if you, and if women see each other doing that. And I think it, it really, it really shows how, how that can transform the way that you look at the world. And I know so many women who say that after midlife has been, has been the best time of their lives, precisely because we're freed. of a lot of the constraints and, um, and we're freed to be who we should always, you know, have been, who we were always going to become.

[00:37:28] Eleanor Mills: Yeah, I love that. I very much see, um, kind of 50 plus as the age of becoming, um, that's why I talk about queen ages because I think that 50s is when it all gets good and I want all the women coming up. behind us to look forward to their fifties, their queen age years, fifties, sixties, as when it, you know, as when everything comes together, where you are really in your power, in your wisdom and very free to, to, I think, to kind of liberate your own voice and to really call things out kind of as they, as they are.

And [00:38:00] I think the more we have amazing, strong female voices like yours. And these women in the myths really showing us that showing us a map and being kind of a pinups for what this can look like, the more I hope we free the women coming up behind us to look forward to getting older rather than dreaded.

[00:38:18] Sharon Blackie: Yes, it's about it's about feeling absolutely no need to conform anymore for I think for a lot of these women. I mean, it's not that you know, we're impolite or being like company or whatever. It's just that you don't. You don't feel obliged to live by anybody else's rules anymore and there's a, there are a couple of stories in Wise Women where there's a lot of tough love going on with these older women and younger women.

It's just like, okay, shape up or something bad is going to happen to you. And of course, in a fairy tale, the bad thing that happens is the old woman kills them because it's a fairy tale and she's allowed. But the whole point there is that you get to a stage and I think so many of us feel it, although we don't all admit to it.

And a lot of us try to suppress it when you get to menopause, particularly. You just [00:39:00] don't, you're not living for being nice anymore. You know, nice is no longer a life goal. It's not that means that you're wicked. It just means that that's not what it's about. That sometimes it's important to tell the truth.

Uh, sometimes it's important to show people the consequences of what will, you know, what's going to happen if they, if they carry on down this path. And I think a lot of women find that very, very liberating. And most of the women that I know use that power of truth telling. Very, very responsibly, you know, because there's no point telling the truth just for the sake of telling the truth.

You tell the truth when it's going to change something and shift something.

[00:39:37] Eleanor Mills: I think so, and I think also being unafraid to speak truth to power, in that way I think it's a really important role of the kind of wise woman, and you see that, of course, in the fairy tales. But also, that sense that we don't have to trim ourselves into the shapes that everybody else wants us to be in anymore.

That for me has felt very liberating after years of writing in a particular voice which suited the kind of, you know, the very kind of male lens newspaper industry to actually be able to write truly what I think and from the heart has been a real liberation for me. I think that comes with quite a lot of fear and quite a lot of pain, but I think it also feels feels very powerful when you do it and it connects in a way that I think nothing else does because I think there's a real hunger, um, in women to see something else to not to be written off kind of at this point.

And that's why, you know, your work and I hope what I'm trying to do too is important.

[00:40:36] Sharon Blackie: Yeah, and I think that's why, frankly, you know, older women who allow themselves to develop into older women are frankly very much more interesting because they're not, they're not, they won't be fit into these, um, into these shapes that, that the culture wants us to be in, you know, the wanting us all to be the same, wanting us all to adopt the same styles, whether it be fashion styles or styles of being or whatever older women have kind of broken out of that.

Sense of obligation really. I'm very, very much more interesting and very much more arty. You know, for example, because, because everything that you have held back during the first part of your life when you thought it was important to conform in order to keep the jobs and in order to keep everybody happy.

Um, all of that is gone and what comes through then is something very unique and very individual and it's very much more interesting and that's why I love the second half of life.

[00:41:28] Eleanor Mills: Oh, Sharon, thank you so much. Thank you so much for the work that you do, for the stories that you've gathered and for being, you know, such a beacon to, um, so many of us who are interested in this, in this point.

Um, tell us a bit about what, what are your ambitions now? My ambitions for writing. Yeah. Or for, you know, for the rest, for the, for the next bit of your life.

[00:41:48] Sharon Blackie: Well, I think it's always going to be writing. Um, I don't seem to be out of ideas, which is the kind of interesting thing. So I think from a, from a writing perspective, a book perspective, I think I'll leave older [00:42:00] women alone just for a little while.

I've got two books now that are very, very focused on the second half of life. And I'm kind of interested to sit and think what I, what I understand now about the first half of life that I didn't understand or so. Kind of lots of, lots of different ways of, of, um, exploring that, but always, always with another book in mind.

[00:42:22] Eleanor Mills: Oh, well, I'm very glad to hear that as a great fan of all your books. I'm very glad you're still, you're still writing them. And for anyone listening to this who hasn't, um, had the pleasure of doing that, delving into Sharon's wares, as it were. Um, I really recommend Hagitude and in terms of re imagining the second part of life and wise women, I think we should be giving, giving to everyone we know with daughters or to all women, in fact, um, as a kind of new beacon or a new set of stories and myths about what we can be at 50 plus.

That's just about it for this time, but why not head straight to this week's bonus debrief episode, What We Learn From Sharon. Women's Centred Coach Wendy Lloyd and I will be selecting three takeaways from my chat with Sharon Blackie to help you reframe your midlife journey with confidence and clarity and become the woman you always wanted to be.

Next time, I'll be talking to longevity leadership expert Avivah Wittenberg Cox.

[00:43:23] Avivah Wittenberg Cox: As you sit at your morning breakfast table, when you turn 50, is you look at the person on the other side and the question you want to ask yourself is, do I want to be with this person for another 50 years? Forty, maybe fifty years.

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